Wednesday, June 29, 2005

IMBALANCEd momenT

Infact I can't write well when I am in these frustrated or shocked feelings . Normally I wait till the storm ends up. I think I am sometimes too old or too childish not to wait long enough . So I have decided to follow my fingers at the keyboard.
Learning about some truths of life is shocking. Yes , especially when you learn that you have some evil mannered people around you more than you have expected.
Well we are simple people and we are given a gift to choose all the ways of life. Sometimes people do a mistake and they regret what they did when they realized how bad it is . So I forgave them but today when I learnt that they did it more than once or twice this has shocked me .
I just pity for them. May Allah forgive them , and Insallah they can't go on their evil behaviours.they are not aware of what they did. The problem is we live far from graveyards. And visits are not so often.
When my uncle died two years ago while returning with that agony I read grave stones . It seemed more and more different then. It was a big city of graves and there were Doctors , lawyers, teachers , all class of people and once upon a time they were walking around without thinking about their own death before their last adress. And now they are under the ground . No use of regret... Then I promised Allah I will say all my rights helal to everyone all the time .How can we let others to suffer because of us while they are busy with their own sins' results. How?

Sunday, June 05, 2005

Just live it

Since the May 15th it has been a very busy time for us. And it will last till the 20th of June. For long years it has been the same for us and I feel very tired in the mid of this term . Elhamdulillah I have some very good and caring friends who have offered help sincerely but as a person who doesnt ask help, I kindly refused their offers. I am used to do my own job by myself. Insaallah I will be healthy enough to finish all the responsibilities by myself till the end.
During this busy time when I am bored all I can do is coming online and reading a few bloggers blogs . There were so many things to write but I couldnt write when I feel inspired . When life is very busy it is harder to tell about than living it . hehe .